I was certain God had finally tapped me on the shoulder when I entered the mystical world of Kabbalah and Judaism. I spent 22 years in an ultra religious life as a Chassidic Jew, wig and all, married a Chassidic man, and birthed five children. It was a beautiful path in many ways, but I had again ascribed all of my inner power to a system, to something outside myself that I thought held all the answers. I was living in a total spiritual bypass and what I ignored, the Universe in its infinite wisdom, listened to, and acted on – my inner life came crashing down on me. With five young children, a dissolved marriage, foreclosed home, and nowhere to live, I was financially broke, homeless, and spiritually bankrupt. There were moments when my dark night of the soul seemed insurmountable. My life completely fell apart, and I gave up seeking and almost gave up living.
WHEN SYSTEMS BREAK DOWN, WHAT IS IGNORED RUSHES FORTH AND THAT’S YOUR SOUL SCREAMING IT’S INNER TRUTH